Then I Walk Away

I never felt love at first sight.
Well, i did once.
I didn't believe.
Time pass us by, you know.
I never met this person.
I thought that night that it was a confusion of my mind.
Another confusion.
Then it happened.
We saw each other again.
And the same feeling.
The same look.
The same strange disconfortable thought that i know you for so long.
But i don't know you at all.
Do i?
Then I touch you.
With my hand shaking.
And you don't seem interested.
I felt bad.
I felt distroyed.
I felt a pain inside.
A pain that i shall not feel.
It doesn't make sense.
Then I walk away.
And strangely you came after me.
And smiled at me.
And I got nervous again.
And we talk.
We forgot the world around.
We forgot our obligations.
But you are so diferent as i am.
So many things in common.
So many nice things were said.
But i know.
I'm really cursed.
It won't happen.
But i can wait.
I think i can.
Well, it's hard but maybe while i can't find what is my destiny, what is supposed to do, i can't think about the rest.
I don't know nothing and sometimes i think i know it all.
But i don't.
Meanwhile i wait.
For you?
For somebody else?
I would like to wait for someone that understands me.
Someone that really cares about me.
Even if i'll have to wait until i'm old.
I hope i won't walk away again.
Because the feeling i had about you was very nice,
something beautiful,
almost transcendal,
for sure new
and something unexplainably divine.